“For where two or three are gathered in my name, I am there among them.” – Matthew 18:20
On this day we set aside for Sabbath rest, and normally gather as beloved community to give thanks to God and offer support to one another in our spiritual journey, let us be mindful that “gathering” can be in a place of the heart. If we can come together as communities via social media (and going back to the days of party-line phones and printed newspapers!), we can surely gather on a snow-packed Sunday – in Christ’s name and deeply committed to the life and ministry God calls us into.
Three thoughts have been on my mind in the midst of this snow storm: One comes from my religious community back in Oklahoma, one from the concepts of sabbath and retreat, and the other from our scripture readings appointed for this day.
One of the founding and still-frequent conversations in the Oakerhater Community – named for St. David Pendleton Oakerhater, who carried the Episcopal Church to what was then Indian Territory – is about being the church across space and time. We recognize that “church” is a movement and a great gathering of relationships in Christ, rather than a specific place. Most of Oakerhater’s fifty-plus years in ministry could be defined as carrying the church, carrying Christ, in his very being, while walking around the Plains of western Oklahoma.
It is now more than four years since I left the close, day-by-day, physical presence with members of my religious community, and I am still learning what it means to be in community with them while half a country apart. Yet they are a spiritual lifeline for me, speaking the truth with great love, and helping me up when I fall. Despite the miles between us, our relationships grow as we pray and serve God in the places to which we have been called, and they continue to teach me to walk in Christ’s Way. Absence from them in physical form has opened my eyes to new understanding, new ways of being. Each person, in their own ways and with their unique gifts, remind me of God’s faithfulness, of full acceptance and forgiveness, of generosity, compassion, and great love. They remind me of Christ, whose mind and heart I seek to know and follow, more and more each day.
So, for the community that normally gathers as Grace Episcopal Church, at Fifth and Linden in downtown Allentown, remember with me that being members of the Body of Christ is not defined by our physical presence, and “church” reaches far beyond our physical meeting spaces. We are nourished by being together in ways we can see and touch, and we continue to be fed as we uphold our commitments to prayer and as we tend to our relationships with God and one another in the times between.
The second stirring of my heart is about the concepts of sabbath and retreat. Oh, how hard it can be to keep sabbath! And oh, how I often long for retreat! I will confess here and now to my struggles with both. While I hold fast to my Monday sabbath day (since Sundays are, well, full and seldom restful), the laundry piles up in my apartment, groceries need to be procured, and some Mondays the best I can seem to do is to keep a morning appointment with God, my journal, and a cup of coffee. I’ve been in silent retreat, which I know cannot silence the voices clamoring for attention in my mind.
In this snow, we have been given encouragement for sabbath, for retreat, for renewal in God’s tender care. Yes, there are driveways to clear and home fires to stoke. And many people are at work on roads and sidewalks, and responding to emergency calls, staffing coffee shops and grocery stores, and … Most of us have been handed a special snow sabbath. Meetings have been canceled. No one expects us to get out, to show up. Police are imploring us to stay off the roads. How often have you longed for such time?
As I walked over to the church this morning, to look in on neighbors and check on the building, I experienced the physical force slowing us down. I don’t do well with staying still. Heavy coat, boots, trekking pole, and off I go … And so, when the cleared sidewalks around my apartment and the PPL Center took me to deeper and deeper snow, I kept trudging on – forced to slow, but refusing to stop. Until I hit a drift that could have swallowed me up.
There are metaphors here in the snow and wisdom for our pondering.
We all know that sometimes we need to assess where we are and consider a different direction. And sometimes we need to simply stop. I have been meditating on my tendency to plow on through, and considering the wisdom of God that comes when I at least slow down and give time for God to enter in.
That leads to the final meditation on my heart this morning. In our scripture readings today from Nehemiah and Luke, God’s wisdom is revealed – not with new words, in this case, but words the people had already heard. They are finally able to hear them anew, and understanding comes to them. What was different this time? What are the possibilities for us?
I encourage us to take breaks in our shoveling out of this storm, to see the sabbath time we have been given, and to hear God’s Word that continues to come to us, as fresh and deep as the snow. Listen to the words of scripture. Listen for the wisdom of God. Just because we have been traveling on this spiritual journey awhile, praying the prayers and reading the lessons, doesn’t mean the way will always be clear. We will hit an impasse now and then. And there are new routes God is calling us to travel. Let’s take some time together to listen for new understanding before we attempt to forge our own way ahead.
Which brings me back to community. Whether we are with one another in physical presence or miles apart, we are one in the Body of Christ, one in Beloved Community. There is time to plow out of our present condition. There will be time ahead for us to push forth on this mission to which God calls us. But for this morning, may we stop and remember that it is through our relationships, with God and one another, that we grow in understanding and wisdom and great love.
Grace & Peace, T+
The Rev. Twila Smith